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måndag 23 augusti 2010

I'm back kinda...

First I want to start by saying Ramadan Karim to everyone!
I came back a couple of days ago and honestly I didn't have time to write while in lebanon, I'll tell you all about it later if I can  sorry ( don't even think there are still readers out there :)
Anyways the month of ramadan is lovely,  you would think it's hard to fast but alhmadullliah its not . I'm too tired  to write a longer post now so byee

fredag 23 april 2010


Salams readers ( anyone left out there :P) Sitting in school with Bo and Em. Bo is accusing me of being weird I'm so totally NOT. And I'm not gonna say that she is stupid cause I'm better than that. There you go BO!
Obviously you see that I am bored and see ya laterz...

onsdag 7 april 2010

Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else

Went to the market today with Amole and Sahla , we had nice discussions about school, life , ( with other words gossip hahha but you know Islamic gossip :P No gossip about other people :D Came home and found out that my brother got his drivers license CONGRATS ALI !!!Other than that this has been a boring week, we were suppose to visit new places and tarvel around in Sweden but my sister is sick so yea change of plans. Now its 1.22 am and I should be sleeping cause I have lectures tomorrow but I don't know it's more fun being awake and doing nothing, you'd think I'd do something productive like cleaning but no:P

fredag 26 mars 2010

Nice moments

Sitting right now at my dad's,  its quite nice :) Teta left for Lebanon 2 days ago I wanna go toooooooooo! No but inshala she will have an awsome time. I have two month left inshalla and I will see my mum :) I've just started my last course for this term which feel ok, I just want to get it over with cause I really need a break .
Latley I've become a real clean freak I don't know why but like everything else it will pass hahah., Yea that's my news for now , gotta go back and try to be social ;)

tisdag 16 mars 2010

I'm still alive!

Good evening  my lovley readers , I'm not sure I have any left since I have'nt been blogging for quite a while now. Well I've been taking a course called Growing Up and Living Conditions in a Sustainable Society, it's intresting but hard at the same time well it's over now I turned in my report a couple of days ago. Besides that I've been working every Monday and Tuseday so that's why I've been away:) I also went to Gothenburg to meet some friends from upper secondary school, can't wait to meet them again :D Today was a good day , went to work then I visited my dad and brothers which was fun, we made chicken with frensh fries yummy .
Hmm sory I don't have anything intresting to say today, just wanted to let you guyz know that I'm still alive:P

lördag 20 februari 2010

The Snow Is Taking Over

Gosh I really hate snow , and the last coupe of days has been awful, just when u thought the worst was over a new snowstorm takes over yuuukh . I was supposed to go to Gothenburg to meet and old friend today but thx to this weather I had to cancel well I'm too depressed to write more soo here u go a few pictures of how it looks outside of my parents house behold the beast:P ( but ofcourse one should always say alhamdullih for everything )


lördag 13 februari 2010

Bad blogger??? Get over it ...

Long time no see guyz  yea I know I'm a bad blogger,
Anyway have had a hectic day , a test, shopping and a visting my dad :) I really need to pass this test to finish my course , so inshalla I will :).Yesterday there were a majlis at the mosque but I couldnt go :S I really miss listening to majelis LIVE , Thank God for all websites with majelis, A few of my favorite speakers are : Shekh Abdel Hamid al Muhajiri, Sayed Nsarat Kashakes and Sayed Al Fali , if u wanna listen to them you can go to youtube : )Moving on, my sister came too which was fun so I could have my baydose:P
Now I'm soo bored it feels like there's nothing to do ,so I'm gonna go up to my sister again heheh
Ok havea nice weekend !

This is an old picture of my baby dose :P

måndag 8 februari 2010

When do you know it's gone too far?!!!!

This is a conversation between Hala and I about going swimming at the bathhouse with a group of other "Hijabi" women, well not only Hihabi but women in general . Anyways, I was a bit unsure whether to go or not so this is Hala"encouraging me", keep in mind that my sister is studing to become a pharmacist  .....

Sara says- I don't know I don't feel so good about going there, it's to far away and I don't know the area :S
Hala says- yea besides its very dangerous to go swimming during the fall, because they heat up the water and there's a lot of bacetria crawling around in the pools.
Sara says-hahahha
Hala says-and this reslut in meningities, ya3ne sa7aya , walla walla, its inflamation of the megninges in the brain
Sara says- that's so you talking about this :P
Hala says- In the US a lot of people die every year from this disease
Sara says- hahahhahah (laughing nervously:P).....


lördag 6 februari 2010

Awaken the Memories

Yesterday was the day marking the end of 40 days of mourning that follow the anniversary of the death of Imam Hussein.  Imam Muhamed al-Baqir (as) states that the heavens wept over Imam Hussain (as) for forty mornings, rising red and setting red. But for most Muslims this is not the end of the mourning it continues throughout the year , for this sad occasion my sister Hala has written a poem which I promised to publish so here it comes:

Awaken the memories 
On a day like this skies wept rivers of blood
and everything pure was slaughtered
On a day like this the holy Quran was heaved upon a spear.
and Fatimah was brought back to this lugubrious world

Oh Fatimah revive your sorrow and pain for Muharam is here
Oh Fatima ignite our hearts with fire and light
that cast us with grief and tears of anger;
let us awaken memories engraved in our hearts

Memories that we may only feel,
Memories that bear our minds to the land of agony and ordeals
to Karbala to Zeinab and Rabab, to the frightened orphans, to the broken hearts.
So lonely underneath the shelter of the darkest night
covering their divine faces and their silent cries
Crying for Abbas crying for Ali al Akbar
crying for the master of martyrs and the third Imam,

Yet no one hears, no one is there and nothing is left,            
but their holy bodies laying still on the warm sand,
as if it is not enough for them to see the headless body of their master and lord
battered by the horses hooves, and his holy head on the top of the javelin  
calling the eternal spectrum, calling the eternal observer
This was the harshest victory of all the day blood triumphed the swards …..

tisdag 2 februari 2010

I want summer !

I really miss summer! The more I think I about it the more obsessed I get :S . I just want these 4month to pass so I can go back to Lebanon and meet my family and friends. I really look forward to hanging out with hala, umzahra and teta there. Dont get me wrong its not like I don't like it here but in Lebanon I got more options when it comes to having fun like going to the beach, eating Halal food everywhere and other stuff  :) Today I  had lectures it was quite intresting for a change. Went windowshopping with Bojo too which is always a good thing :P Came home and killed the rest of the day by watching meaningless tv-shows :)

söndag 31 januari 2010

Dislike List nr 1

I've been lazy the whole weekend , moslty resting and doing nothing , except for going to Torp today my wonderful sister made food too:D.Gosh I hate shopping with men!! Like my dad, husband and two brothers went along, the problem wasn't having them with me , it was that they called me over and over nagging : When do u finish... Yea , They  also gave me  a time limit for shopping only 1 hour!!!! Dislike list nr 1) Shopping with Men  So bye for now, tomorrow I have class , I really don't feel like going but I have to:S .

torsdag 28 januari 2010

Seize The Moment

I know I'm not the best blogger and to tell u the truth I never will be ;) But after a request on my blog I decided to get back in the game. The main reason for not writing is because I've felt so bad for the people who died in the plane crash in Lebanon , may they rest in peace. It struck me that this kind of accident could happen anytinme anywhere. You never know if your next to leave this planet, its important so seize the moment and always try to be positive.
Moving on to a next tpoic Teta was just here , Omg she's the best ever she just stopped by to bring me chocolate and "päronsoda" yaay. I love this girl she is not just a friend she's family :) Im really gonna miss her when she leaves for Lebanon, but they say if you Love someone u want to see them happy ....
Besides that my day was quite good, tv wating, praying ordinary day except for cleaning in the middle of the night Now I wanna eat and go see my sister actually i wanna see pistik and his new haircut love my babydosee mwaaa

tisdag 19 januari 2010

How To Make A Semla

Have had an eventul day. This morning Nana and I went to our old school to talk about being a muslim woman in Sweden. I was not so nervous but it felt weird at first. After a while it was actually fun and the students engaged in the conversation, they were really open minded which is always a plus if your going to talk about religion :)
Anyways, the school brough back old memories: I remebred sitting there drinking tea when I was supposed to study math.  Ahh those were the days :)
After the presentation, Nana and I went for a mini shopping tour, we ended up at Maxi having a "semla" and a Pepsi, then the weirdest thing happend . An elderly Swedish man next to us started to giving me advice on how to make a "semla"  Our conversation with him looked something like this ( In swedish though):
-You know you could do these at home, that way you can make them less messy
( Him explaing how to make them, me and nana trying not to laugh)
-Thx for the advice I might try
Nana and I return to our fika and keep babbling in arabic and Swedish, when we are about to leave the man says: I was eavesdropping the whole time (gives out a giggle). So we say aa you understand arabic?                     He's like Nop. Weird haaa? But still, those moments can make your day
So to sum up my day: It was AWSOME:P

fredag 15 januari 2010

Fail who me?? Naaah

Michel Jordan once said : There was never any fear for me, no fear of failure. If I miss a shot, so what?
If you havent figured it out yet : I did not do so well on my test , but I'm not disappointed, I saw it coming . Well I'll do better next time. Right now I'm watching CSI kind of boring when u've seen almost every episode, but still. Today I was at my VfU-placment, I taught Frensh , I hardly even remember any Frensh but I manged anyways :)On Tuesday I'm supposed to visit my old School to talk about how it is to be a Muslim Woman in Sweden , right now I don't feel like doing it, I was to shy to say no to my old teacher, I curse my politness... A positive thing is that Nana might come too :) 

So a couple of days ago Teta and I went shopping, we were at Överby for almost 5 hours, I think my hubby forgot to get us :P My daddy had to get us instead , I got presents for myt family in Leba non , I love to give away presents it's almost more fun than getting a present ( guyz I said almost OKAY;)
Now I'm gonna go see if my baby dose( pistik:P) is still awake
Ba bye for now

måndag 11 januari 2010

Wing IT till YOu Bring it

Does not feel so motivated about having an opposition tomorrow, especially after this failure today. I wasn't even going to attend the test today, when I came home yesterday( from Emma's) I read through my notes and decides to "wing it" today. Yea for ur information grammar CAN NOT be winged :S Well well there is a retake I geuss. When I came home I wanted to get my mind off things so I went to my dad's for breakfast, after that I met up wth Sah in town to do some shopping, Nana came a bit later. It was aswome being with them again they are hilarious and get my stupid jokes which is almost impossible :P When I finally got home I was so tired I just ate, prayed and went to sleep a couple of hours later ( more specific 5 h:P) I woke up and VOILA here I am:P

lördag 9 januari 2010

Living my Fanatsy

a few days ago Em and Irsi was here , we watched The Hangover it was great besides from a couple of scenes which I did not like. But I liked the company:)
After the hard work on the VFu-report yesterday I deiced to reward my self with a shopping tour at TORP. After praying and eating I went to my sisters .We all (My sister her kids and husband) left for TORP, Like real shopoholics we strolled through the shops. I was so happy to see the sales yaay, I bough loads of stuff several dresses and a pyjamas which is sooo comfortable. We had a great time until i came hime and realized that I should have been studing instead for my grammar test on monday, well to tell ya the truth I dont get it and 2 days of studing wont help me :S. Wútever, I gave up on that a long time ago.Right now I am babysitting my newphews by sitting by my laptop hahah . Haydar is trying to eat playdough and Ali rida is watcing a show called Ed, Ed and Eddy :P. No really I should go and try to make them sleep ( if not for thier sake for mine:P) See ya laterzzz

onsdag 6 januari 2010

Shopping All Day Long!!!!!

Yesterday was awsome, Teta, Mirjo, Mon and I went shopping. Oh I had almost forgotten how much I love shopping:P:P No but it was nice to laugh and run after the sales hehe I love sales! Like seriously why get a thing for 500 kr when one month later you can get it for 100 ?????
And its not just about the money its that it feels good like u have acomplished something hahha . After 6 hours of shopping we went home , it was dark by then. So I was too tired to work on my report instead I watched Tv and went to sleep at 03.00 am great day huh
Now I'm sitting here and waiting for Maya, its gonna be nice to meet her again.  I really need to clean the house, but as usual Im  too lazy :PLater Örsi and Em are coming over for a movienight yaay. Tell you about the movie later.
See ya !

måndag 4 januari 2010

BAck to Reality

Should actually be studing but gave up on that idea, msn is more fun. The presentation and test today was quite easy, I'm just glad its over one less thing to do. When I got home I was so tired , I prayed and fell almostt asleep on my prayingcarpet haha. Forgetting that I had promised em to come over I took it easy and relaxed, after all I'm still sick. ,I hate this freaking weather I like the apperance of snow but I dont like what it does to me yuukh. Dad was here to it was awsome , he is so funny sometimes, we all went to the store to get some "fika" haha but I couldnt choose anything so I ended up with cinnamon buns, well shouldnt complain better than nothing besides I cant feel the tase anyways. Now I am at home alone my hubby went to a friend and Im to lazy to go up to my sisters so I'll watch something and go to sleep See u tomorrow

söndag 3 januari 2010

Tell the Voices I'm on My way

Have you ever feelt like your in a labyrinth which never seems to have an ending? Well if you have welcome to my everyday LIFE. As if it could'nt get worse!! Not only do I have a presentation tomorrow ( which I don't have clue about) I also have a test yippiiiiiiii NOT. Anyway we'll se how that goes. I feel like I am sick all the time, this flue is  very stubborn .A positive thing was that I managed to clean the house and do food, yummi I did mbakbake its a weird name for a dish but is abolutley gr8 :D. I spent the afternoon babysitting my newphews as usual, I was in a bad mood poor children probably wondered why thier aunty was so mean!!  don't know why I feel like I'm angry all the time, maybe I just need to get out or go SHOPPING that always helps. Yea but no time for that I have 2 VFU reports, 2 tests and a presentation u wish u were in my shoes rigt;)  Now I must rehearse for my stupid presentaion
Good Night Ya all!